i spent an entire week mourning losses and suddenly i realized- there's more in store for me than this! i will miss it, but it just goes to show there is no planning in life.

and a week's long enough. i'm off my ass tomorrow. no more crying, no more anger, no more disappointment. it's time to feel empowered, time to take the opportunity to make an upgrade.

on the agenda tomorrow:
finally clearly organize the clothes
in the process, do a ton of laundry
mow the lawn
pursue at least one of several job options

it's a fresh start card. in hindsight there were too many flaws, too much manipulation, too many overlooked injustices. i'll never love a period of time the same way i loved this one, but it's time for new.

and tomorrow is the beginning of something really big.